YoU mAtTeR!!

 Neglect. Like we don't matter. We have all felt it. In fact it may be a cause to depression. And we have all felt depression. Am I wrong? Maybe you feel like if you disappeared  no one would even notice. All there would be is more food, and more space. Maybe at school you never get called on or your last to get chosen for a team in P.E. Like your older or younger siblings are cooler, better, or just plain get more attention then you.
            Adults go through depression more so then I ever realized up until now. Not just all the bills that come  everyday, groceries, but they want everyone in the household to be happy. That includes you. Your may have lot's of cousins like I do and Christmases are really crazy and chaotic. And lot's of times I feel like an extra. There's the adults, teens and kids. I feel the teens are to old even though I am, but I don't really want to play with kids. So I end up bugging the adults, I feel. But the real reason of Christmas or get-togethers  isn't about grouping with your age group, it's about being together, not even, it's about Jesus. You can always fit in with Jesus. No matter what you look like, age, everything. You always fit in and you matter so much to him. If you weren't at your house or you were never born, that time, of joy your parents had, would've never happened. And that is not a fun nor good thing. Think about the best time you had with your mom....dad....sibling(s)....now the whole family. Your smiling now aren't you. Yeah that joy your feeling or felt at the time is love. Heavenly Father fells that for you 10X more EVERY second of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every year. Every second. And he will never stop loving you. NEVER EVER! No matter what you look like, your size, or your personal struggles. And don't get me wrong I struggle with these things too. In fact Jesus has struggled and went through what everyone (before us on earth now, and those to come) has went through. Sometimes we just need to go in our rooms shut the door and pray. He will comfort you.

                       Ponder the lyrics. There so true. He will always be there for you. He IS always there for you. I promise. YOU matter sooo much. And no body could possibly replace you. Your so important! Keep smiling!!
                                                                -K